Because it's like seeing the film of my life, when I discovered the addiction.
Suddenly a woman, a strong, unafraid, powerful woman was in charge, and the game wasn't the same old story of lives gone wrong, girls going down the crocked path anymore.
I said because it was important for me to empty everything, not leave anything behind me.
Instead Rocco has been on the set for 32 year and only decided to stop while shooting this film.
I also got to a rare chance to speak with Rocco himself, who in person still longs to explain himself to the world.
A behind-the-scenes account of the porn world and its stars as they've never been seen before - the no-holds-bard portrait of a true giant.